Friday, February 1, 2008

To whom it may concern

Yo! Sorry I have been out of commission lately. I got your phone calls Moose but after the fact (as usual). I havent really been in the mood to play games lately. I did play some WCIII over my lan with Denys a couple of days ago! That was awesome and made me feel really nostalgic. It seems I still got the skills, but it took a few losses to hone. However, after that I was sort of aloof in regards to gaming. Ive got this impending sense that I need to "do" something with my remaining time. Im not so sure what that means, but its how I feel. Ive taken it to mean that I need to do personal reading before I start school (Next Tuesday). I finished 2 books and Im currently working on the Bible so I could finally just read it from cover to cover for once in my life and in the future I wont have to feel conflicted about certain interpretations of the bible that have always bothered me; I hope to form my own. Ive been writing little poems and other random things. My short story is being put on hold until I feel its healthy for me to continue (its about many things that I try not relive, chiefly drug experiences). However, I have been thinking if I may just chill on video games all together when I start school because I really need to buckle down and get it done. I love WoW so much and I treasure the good times that I share with you all in the bay so I doubt very much that I will stop altogether. It may just mean me doing something that I should have done years ago. I need to set limits. Designated playing times that dont conflict with classes or work. Should be no prob as Im just taking 2 classes this semester and work ends every day at 2 pm. Only time will tell just how I manage my time, I dont expect to stop being orc any time soon, but for now Im out. I want to get a pay check under my belt (the 5th approaches!) and I also want to start school so I can assess just how demanding it is going to be. Ive never taken poly sci and I dont know if it will flow well with me, or take lots of my free time. One or another Im getting that class, and the math class, over with and completed! Forgive my notable absence. Just a side note, Im fully aware that initially school should be exceedingly easy as Ive taken this class more times than I care to remember and that means that for at least half of my load I should be walking through it with my eyes closed. In addition, unfortunately I may be unemployed for the month of February because my school is going off of track and I do not know if I will find a sub position elsewhere. So perhaps this post is premature. February should be wide open! So lets game it up come the 5th/6th. Ill hopefully have money in the bank, light school load, and no wake up time. I only chose to post now because this past week Ive been out of the game and I dont see that changing during this weekend, or the next couple of days. I have work Ive been putting off that I need to get handled before my real work begins next week. Im sure you all understand.

3 comments:

defmoose said...

You're not playing games... but you are going to play games? Hehe

So you're not down for a little tf2 session with Lorigga later tonight? or are you? =)

Black Crow said...

It was fun to play for a little while. I was doing very well on both servers. I know this post is confusing. I just wanted ppl to know that I plan on cutting back, and as school gets harder I may just stop playing all together. I suppose the post is premature. I probably posted it more for myself than anything. Reminding myself, preparing myself, that its ok to just stop playing games. I got to do what I got to do. Feel me?

Spontaneous what said...

I hear ya man. Kinda in the same boat... got things to take care of until figure out how much more you can handle. I thought this was going to be an easy semester (3 classes no job +pe) and yet I find myself without time to play even now. Good luck with the polysci I'm sure you'll do fine, probably really like it. Though then again I liked it and we seem to be polar opposites when it comes to school.

And hey even if you don't find time to play there's always the cup...