Today I got my first taste of what it will be like when Vicki leaves. I started the day by going to the gym, did some work, did some graduate school application stuff, then had an awesome good time playing Hellgate with Ron.
At first I was a little worried, I found myself sitting in the apartment, not sure what to do with myself. I used to get like that a lot. One of the convenient things about living with Vicki has been just how jam packed my days were.
I feel accomplished. I proved to myself that things will be different, Lorenzo has changed.
We are all changing.
Steve amazes me every day as he reminds himself of his innate sense of the Universe.
Ron has slowly started working and I feel hes tasted just how sweet fun time is after a week of madness.
Syd's been expanding her own horizons, kudos on the new friend and heres to looking busy at work!
Dan, you seem to be more engaged...albeit with projects, friends, and some school =).
Over the last two years of living with Vicki I've learned a lot. A lot about living with a woman. About what it means to be almost like a husband, to go to work and have to go very far out of my way or comfort zone to please someone I love. I've found out that I have a very deep nurturing side, a side that relishes with delight at the prospect of hanging out with friends and family.
It's all in my chart...I have to control the Sagittarian in me. Saggitarius is ruled by Jupiter. The planet of expansion in the most general sense. Jupiter has been in Sag for some time now, but is leaving come the end of December. For Ron, Steve, and myself this year has been a year of laying the foundation for our futures. We have told the world our desires, who we want to be, how we want to expand in society, in our relationships, in our understanding of the universe. We can do this at any time, but with Jupiter in Sag, the universe listens just a little more. Now it's time to watch the seed grow into beautiful plants and admire the vivid fruit.
I can feel it.
All of you guys, I send you my deepest love. I only hope now that I've learned so much more about how to love that I can send it to you all more effectively.
Much Love
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Aww you make me feel special that I was part of your good day. =)
Ya thx for the consideration. Things are changing steadily for me. Youl see by how much when I pick you up to kick it this weekend. The car is sweet. Definitely represents for me much more than a car. I see it as a symbol of all that Ive accomplished so far, and everything left I have to do to keep it. Its exciting to see what the future has in store for all of us.
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